Integrity?

Well, I guess integrity as several facet, some would believe that having integrity mean being what they want you to be so they could feel better about themselves, and then call you hypocrite went you do not comply to their views and doesn't do like they do or be like they are.

They ask you to tell them that they are good and capable went they're not. They want you to love them went they lie and pretend and have no respect toward themselves or others and prefer to be a whim and live in mediocrity and don't walk their own talk and they live in their dream as if it was real, but always fall short cause it is only wishes they are talking about and they have no aim or plan to actually living what they say they will.

They believe they have the right to all the excuses in the world and that they have the right to insult others who is doing it went they are just pretending to be someone who is doing it. Then, they talk about integrity! They scream out loud, I love integrity! But have no idea of the real definition of it: integrity as a concept has to do with perceived consistency of actions, values, methods, measures, principles, expectations and outcome. It means in a simple terms, walking your talks, not making invitations, promises, wishes or stories and not live up to it, that create disappointments, doubts, mediocre connections and all together misunderstandings.

The person without integrity will lie, make excuses, change plan without notice, tell all sorts of stories about being capable or will tell people that he or she is someone they're not and will take their wishes for the true and then wonder why people doesn't care or support or love them.

These people who claim that they are someone they're not, will tell everyone that the ex-wife, ex-friend, collaborate, bosses, the whole system, and the whole world is not fair. They want something for nothing. They want to be seen as they're not, they want people to believe their lies and complains that you are telling them went they are whim...they say why do you say think like that? Why are you telling me I am a whim went I am, can't you suck it up and accept that I will never be there for you and be the person I said I was. Get a life, get real, I was just pretending and now you should have seen it. Can't you see I only want to be love for nothing and be accept for my incompetence and my lack of integrity and my lack of pride in myself, my words and my actions.

Don't tell me what I am doing wrong, just tell me what I do right and I will stay the way I am and become a jerk more and more. Why don't you love me for being your personal jerk, why are you always so direct and intolerance of my incompetence? Why me? Why don't you believe my lies? Poor little me, I am a good person you know. Why don't you see that my intentions are real went I act totally against it? At less I am trying to be nice. It doesn't feel good to be lie to and to always be disappointed but what do you expect? You want me to be real? Or worst to see myself as I am? To actually looking to all my bad actions and my defaults as something I can change and become a better person? What do you want for me? Why are you so rude and tough on me? What do you really believe I can do it? Do you really believe I can really be a man of integrity? A man who can walks his talks? Do you want me to grow as a person? Do you believe I can? I have power? I am not in the mercy of anyone? I can't be that, I can't become better, can I?

You want me to become a better person...why? I am good enough, even if I lie to myself most of the time and I pretend to be someone else and I live on someone else power and I do not recognize my own power, and I chose mediocrity cause it is easier and I don't have to force myself to think to much and use my brain, by the way, I am doing just fine as it is you know, and I went through life just like everybody else.

You're such an hypocrite and a snob to act like you are. Hilarious!